I thought that I heard you laughing 

I thought that I heard you sing 

I think I thought I saw you try  

I know I never never never gonna leave your babe
But I got to go away from this place,
I've got to quit you, yeah

Song to say goodbye

You are one of God's mistakes,

You crying, tragic waste of skin,

I'm well aware of how it aches ,

And you still won't let me in.

Now I'm breaking down your door,

To try and save your swollen face ,

Though I don't like you anymore,

You lying, trying waste of space..

Before our innocence was lost,

You were always one of those,

Blessed with lucky sevens,

And the voice that made me cry.

My Oh My.

You were mother nature's son,

Someone to whom I could relate,

Your needle and your damage done,

Remains a sordid twist of fate.

Now I'm trying to wake you up,

To pull you from the liquid sky,

Coz if I don't we'll both end up,

With just your song to say goodbye.

My Oh My.

A song to say goodbye,

A song to say goodbye,

A song to say...

Before our innocence was lost,

You were always one of those,

Blessed with lucky sevens,

And the voice that made me cry.

It's a song to say goodbye

YOU WILL REMEMBER ME FOR CENTURIES.

The Funeral

I'm coming up only to hold you under 
I'm coming up only to show you wrong 
And to know you is hard and we wonder 
To know you all wrong, we were 

Really too late to call, so we wait for 
Morning to wake you; it's all we got 
To know me as hardly golden 
Is to know me all wrong, they were 

At every occasion I'll be ready for a funeral 
At every occasion once more is called a funeral 
Every occasion I'm ready for the funeral 
At every occasion one brilliant day funeral 

I'm coming up only to show you down for 
I'm coming up only to show you wrong 
To the outside, the dead leaves, they all blow (alive is very poetic) 
For'e (before) they died had trees to hang their hope 

At every occasion I'll be ready for the funeral 
At every occasion once more is called the funeral 
At every occasion I'm ready for the funeral 
At every occasion one brilliant day funeral

If you're just going to lose your place and wander, I thought,

 maybe someone could substitute...

well jesus christ that's a pretty face, the kind you'd find on someone I could save if they don't put me away, well, it'll be a miracle.

Nec possum tecum vivere, nec sine te.

(no puedo vivir contigo, ni sin ti)

Nice Guys Finish Last

Nice guys finish last.
You're running out of gas.
Your sympathy will get you left behind.
Sometimes you're at your best, when you feel the worst.
Do you feel washed up, like piss going down the drain

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane.
I'm so fucking happy I could cry.
Every joke can have its truth and now the joke's on you.
I never knew you were such a funny guy.

Oh nice guys finish last, when you are the outcast.
Don't pat yourself on the back you might break your spine.

Living on command.
You're shaking lots of hands.
You're kissing up and bleeding all your trust, taking what you need.
Bite the hand that feeds.
You lose your memory and you got no shame.

'cause im stupid, sadistic, and suicidal, hard to accept but that's the whole idea

you’re on my mind, and the things that you say hurt me most of the time. but i’m sinking fast so it’s alright. i’ve tied my stomach in knots and I’m ready to know. i’ll put it on the line if you’d just give it a go. cause i wanna be the only one to hold you so close and so tight. and if it’s cool with you, i’d really love to spend the night.

I watched you get undressed I must have been bright red 'Cause I couldn't stand to face you 'Cause I liked what i saw

“I eat flowers. 
Because you are what you eat.
And I want to be beautiful.”

—

C.C.

kiss the demons out of my dreams