So long and goodnight

Deep inside
Where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited
So step aside
I lost my

“The fact that I’m silent doesn’t mean I have nothing to say.”

—	Jonathan Carroll

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

“I’m constantly embarrassed. I fidget and twist my hair and pull weird faces and stutter. Some days I feel quite confident, then others there’s a microscopic flaw about myself physically, which will make me embarrassed to walk the streets.”

—	Graham Coxon

“Books are the perfect entertainment: no commercials, no batteries, hours of enjoyment for each dollar spent. What I wonder is why everybody doesn’t carry a book around for those inevitable dead spots in life.”

—	Stephen King

"And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn’t.."

whatever

My head's in heaven, my soles are in hell, let's meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well.

"My eyes feel like they’re gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room.”

i guess life's unfair.

I am a critic,
of my own critical need to define myself,
with wine, and words, and lovers,
and friends who don't understand...

“I wanted to crawl into her chest and kiss everything that she thought I’d hate.”