Leather Jacket

In your new leather jacket, you're somebody else.
It's not nice to meet you in a fortress of self.
Thanks to your new leather jacket, we're nobodies now.
Pack of cigarettes, I empty out.
I miss the way we talked before you went away to school.
Now all you seem to say is "Baby, how could it be you?"
I hate the way you're leaning and you're looking at your phone.
I hate the way I feel like dying when I'm alone.

Red Eyes and Tears

“Alcohol tastes better than the thought of you and her”

—	10 word story

I'm so damn bored, I'm going blind. And loneliness has to suffice. Bite my lip and close my eyes, I'm trippin' away to paradise.

Estoy volviendo a acostumbrarme a estar sola, caminar sola, hablar sola, hacer todo sola, y no creo que esté bien.

Alex Turner’s love letter to Alexa Chung: "My mouth hasn’t shut up about you since you kissed it. The idea that you may kiss it again is stuck in my brain, which hasn’t stopped thinking about you since well before any kiss."

Cada día noto que mis ánimos se debilitan poco a poco, y el sentimiento de tristeza invade cada parte de mi cuerpo, para terminar siendo una persona muerta por dentro, sin motivación alguna, caminando con un rumbo idefinido.

Makeshift Chemistry

A lesson learned is easier said than done 

when you're living in a world with out the sun 

My mind is struggling to remember 

I wish I could find a way 

to make up for all that I've done 

I know the choice was mine 

but can you blame me? 

Yeah, The choice was all mine, 

But I never thought that I'd 

Be the last man standing alone. 

I miss you here by my side 

But darling I can't help but feel like 

love has died 

Operator is there anybody at all 

that can explain why I'd give everything and more up for her 

I know it's unbelievable but something bout her I can't resist 

but she doesn't even know I exist 

So yeah I pulled the plug 

but I swore the spark would still be there 

Buried beneath the promises and lies 

We suffocated 

in all our own filth 

I swear I only wanted what was best, but you just left 

I was just lonely 

you were in love 

But now it seems 

that the table's have turned 

and I feel so alone. 

yeah, the choice was all mine, 

But I never thought that I'd 

Be the last man standing alone. 

I miss you here by my side 

But darling I can't help but feel like, love has died. 

Operator is there anybody at all 

that can explain why I'd give everything and more up for her 

I know it's unbelievable but something bout her I can't resist 

but she doesn't even know I exist 

Darling won't you forgive me 

I'm just looking for a little bit of love in this heartbreak city 

Darling won't you forgive me 

I'm looking for a little bit of love but she doesn't even know I exist

All I wanted was to be your love 

But now you've left and I can not fill the void 

All I wanted was to be your love 

But now I'm finally moving on 

Ha ha ha ha, I don't give a fuck. 

I waited all this time to watch you jump out of my life 

If I knew you'd only wanted me for just a single night 

I would've left 

And never had came 

but you had to beg me to fall in again 

and now I'm just your slave 

Oh operator is there anybody at all 

that can I explain why I gave everything and more up for her? 

I know I sound so gullible but something bout her just drew me in... 

But that bitch didn't even notice me. 

Operator is there anybody at all 

that can explain why I'd give everything and more up for her 

I know it's unbelievable but something bout her I can't resist 

but she doesn't even know I exist 

Darling won't you forgive me 

I'm just looking for a little bit of love in this heartbreak city 

Darling won't you forgive me 

I'm looking for a little bit of love but she doesn't even know I exist!

    some 
                      old 
                          wounds

               ——————————————never truly     
                       Ｈ Ｅ Ａ Ｌ.

                             & { ʙ ʟ ᴇ ᴇ ᴅ } again at 
                                       the SLIGHTEST ʷᵒʳᵈ.

Todos los días cuando me despierto, sea cual sea la hora, siempre estás presente en mi mente, y es molesto, a parte de triste. No sé como hecharte de mis pensamientos, y es patético.

A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell.
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet.
Let’s say goodbye, the hundredth time, 
And then tomorrow we’ll do it again.

“When a relationship is over, leave. Don’t continue watering a dead flower.”

—	Dean Steed

Now im falling asleep to forget you.

No estoy pudiendo dormir después de lo ocurrido, sé muy bien que no debería pensar tanto en ti, pero se me hace tan difícil, y no encuentro una respuesta. Tengo bien claro que esto se me va a pasar tarde o temprano, pues es un sentimiento que acompaña a todos en estas edades, y me resulta tan molesto y estúpido, no solo por el hecho de encontrarse todos los días en un mar desolado sin ayuda cual naufrago, sino que no dura unas horas, o días,  o semanas, el sentimiento de soledad reside en uno por bastante tiempo, o, en algunos casos, (afortunados sean ellos) unos tres días a lo sumo.
No nos confundamos, los datos que doy son aproximados y hasta incluso innecesarios, al parecer nunca me canso de divagar. El punto es que me harta pensar en ti, me agota, me da rabia y por supuesto tristeza. Te extraño,  y la situación no es reciproca. Les digo algo, creo que es tonto escribir esta mierda, en unos meses va a ser historia pasada y pisada. se que nunca te voy a olvidar, te digo con ansias que espero el día en el que te recuerde con felicidad, y no esta tristeza que me amarga casi todos los días y llena todas las noches.

“I hope
you never 
regret me.”

—	5:00 p.m. (Please don’t ever think of me as a mistake)

My love won't wait

You can try but there ain't no use

I'll lose it if you cut me loose

Darlin' please don't hesitate

Can I get you now or must I wait

I can feel my patience running thin

I stare at the walls walk the floor

But somehow end up at your door

And you refuse to let me in

But something ain't quite right with me

I can't seem to let you be

My love won't wait

So I come by when you're most alone

My coat pockets full of stone

To hurl at your window while you sleep

And you're gonna let me hang around

Or I'm gonna tear your playhouse down

Run to the river bridge and leap

But something ain't quite right with me

I can't seem to let you be

My love won't wait

But don't you fret and don't you fear

While I whisper in your ear

"There's no escape"

You can try but there ain't no use

I'll lose it if you cut me loose

Daisy

[Recording:]
And we sing this morning 
that wonderful and grand old message.
I don't know about you but I never get tired of it
Number 99: Just As I Am.

I'm a mountain that has been moved
I'm a river that is all dried up
I'm an ocean nothing floats on
I'm a sky that nothing wants to fly in
I'm a sun that doesn't burn hot
I'm a moon that never shows it's face
I'm a mouth that doesn't smile
I'm a word that no one ever wants to say.

[Child Speaking:]
I don't wanna be,
He wasn't finding anybody when he was on the shelf
I saw him in my dream
I'm a mountain that has been moved
I'm a fugitive that has no legs to run
I'm a preacher with no pulpit
Spewing a sermon that goes on and on and on.

Well if we take all these things 
and we bury them fast
And we'll pray that they turn into seeds, 
to roots and then grass
It'd be all right, it's all right, 
it'd be easier that way.
Or if the sky opened up and started pouring rain
Like he knew it was time 
to start things over again
It'd be all right, it's all right, 
it'd be easier that way.

Well if we take all these things 
and we bury them fast
And we'll pray that they turn into seeds, 
to roots and then grass
It'd be all right, it's all right, 
it'd be easier that way
Or if the sky opened up and started pouring rainLike he knew it was time 
to start things over again
It'd be all right, it's all right, 
it'd be easier that way

“

I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.

But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.

I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.

I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war waging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.

I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.

I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.

I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.

”

—

LC

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

I am attracted to the idea
of your lips
exploring my body
as if it were a map
and you kept getting lost
on purpose.