it means that some people think they are that worthless that they will settle for abusive love. they attract the people that treat them how they think they deserve to be treated. others may have their sense of self-worth so won’t settle for anything below what they deserve. how you view yourself is how you’re going to be treated is what it’s saying. so, if you think you deserve more for yourself, that’s what you’re going to get, but if you don’t think you’re a good person, you will settle for much less than you really do deserve. don’t depreciate yourself, because one day you’re going to find someone who will give you everything you deserve and more.

I'm hopelessly hopeful, that you're just hopeless enough
But we never had it at all

Put a gun in my head and paint the walls with my brain

"Oh señor, no tendría chances con esa damisela tan preciosa, tan... deseada por algunos pocos. Nunca se fijaría en mi, tan solo una persona invisible e inútil. Apuesto que de seguro esa mirada triste quizás, solo quizás alguna vez se ha percatado de mi persona. Esos ojos asustados que siempre se hallan perdidos en puntos en el espacio, oh, nunca serían dignos de mi atención."

Do I Wanna Know?

Have you got colour in your cheeks? 
Do you ever get that fear that you can’t shift the tide that sticks around like summat’s in your teeth? 
Hide some aces up your sleeve 
Have you no idea that you’re in deep? 
I dreamt about you nearly every night this week 
How many secrets can you keep? 
Cause there’s this tune I’ve found that makes me think of you somehow 
And I play it on repeat until I fall asleep 
Spilling drinks on my settee 

(Do I wanna know?) 
If this feeling flows both ways 
(It’s hard to see you go) 
I’m sorta hoping that you’d stay 
(Baby we both know) 
That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can’t say tomorrow day 

Crawling back to you 
Ever thought of calling when you’ve had a few? 
Cause I always do 
Well baby I’m too busy being yours to fall for somebody new 
Now I’ve thought it through 
Crawling back to you 

So have you got the guts? 
Been wondering if your heart’s still open, and if so I wanna know what time it shuts 
Simmer down and pucker up 
I’m sorry to interrupt 
It’s just I’m constantly on the cusp of trying to kiss you 
But I dunno if you feel the same as I do 
We could be together if you wanted to 

(Do I wanna know?) 
If this feeling flows both ways 
(It’s hard to see you go) 
I’m sorta hoping that you’d stay 
(Baby we both know) 
That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can’t say tomorrow day 

Crawling back to you 
Ever thought of calling when 
(You’ve had a few) 
Darling when you’ve had a few 
(Cause I always do) 
Cause I always do 
(Well baby I’m too) 
Way too busy being yours to fall for somebody new 
Now I’ve thought it through 
Crawling back to you 

(Do I wanna know?) 
If this feeling flows both ways 
(It’s hard to see you go) 
I’m sorta hoping that you’d stay 
(Baby we both know) 
That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can’t say tomorrow day 

(Do I wanna know?) 
Too busy being yours to fall 
(Hard to see you go) 
Ever thought of calling darling? 
(Do I wanna know?) 
Do you want me crawling back to you?

So long and goodnight

Deep inside
Where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited
So step aside
I lost my

“The fact that I’m silent doesn’t mean I have nothing to say.”

—	Jonathan Carroll

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

“I’m constantly embarrassed. I fidget and twist my hair and pull weird faces and stutter. Some days I feel quite confident, then others there’s a microscopic flaw about myself physically, which will make me embarrassed to walk the streets.”

—	Graham Coxon

“Books are the perfect entertainment: no commercials, no batteries, hours of enjoyment for each dollar spent. What I wonder is why everybody doesn’t carry a book around for those inevitable dead spots in life.”

—	Stephen King

"And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn’t.."

whatever

My head's in heaven, my soles are in hell, let's meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well.